Willing to help

The last few months God has been heavy on me helping people in need. It's been majority giving people rides and I have spent no more than 20 minutes, but it has meant so much to the people I am helping. I know a lot of people will say the world has gotten to bad to just be picking people up. You don't know what they are going to do. I got a powerful weapon behind me, God. He also made me heavy on the discernment.

It has really meant a lot to me that I have been able to help. I helped this elderly woman over the weekend pulling a buggie in 20 degree weather. She was surprised I stopped. It shouldn't be like that. She just talked about how no one will help including family. She doesn't expect anything, so she won't be let down. I heard myself I had said the same thing before. It shouldn't be like that. I left her and I asked God to send the helpers.

As I got on the freeway, I seen it already in action. Some people had got into an accident and a man jumped out of his car to check on them. I heard provision is on its way. I thanked God for the man and the word I just heard. For the pure hearted helpers God is sending provision so we can help who he sends to us. Don't be selfish and also use your discernment. God is proud that you never let the world harden you to stop leading with your heart.

Hold on

The last few nights I have been having dreams that have been trying to throw me off focus. A lot of food. A lot of dismissive behavior. A lot of trying to make me feel lack. Last night I woke up and said God is my provider. God got me. I just began to praise God for that being in my heart when everything was trying to show me different.

Right after I heard. Hold on, be strong, it won't last long. I just began to thank God some more. God knows I need affirmation, especially in times when everything around me is showing me something different. It's in those times where I think God really loves me. I love God with my full heart. I was ok they have just been dreams. He cared enough to get me a message.

I know I am not the only one adversity is trying to throw off focus. I know you have been doing all you can to be obedient. Not get pulled into things that don't serve you or anyone else. Stay focused on the task in front of you. We are vulnerable in our sleep. The time we are closes to the spirit realm. That is when the attacks will come. If they can jus put a thought in your head, and you run with it. They take that as a win. Speak against the negative thoughts. Speak life into the fact that God knows you can do it.

Hold on, be strong, it won't last long.

The wisdom of God

Some people think you become wiser with age. That is not always the case. There are a lot of old fools. They may have a lot of experience at this thing called life but if they never learned their lesson then age means nothing. Solomon taught us to ask God for wisdom. Even he became foolish once his flesh took over.

The wisdom that God pours when you are obedient is something that can't be measured. You get an insight from the creator of all things. You have to be ready to move when he speaks. Whether that is waking yourself up and not brushing it off as something you will hear again. Getting to a pen and paper or phone to write it down. Staying up to make sure h is finished. Being grateful that he cared for you to know it.

It is something so special for God to make time to share with you. It is often in hours of the morning that he will find those who trust him, that will move. He has been waking me, and I have not been able to go back to sleep for hours. I just sit and talk with him. He made a way that I can and will allow me to get rest when it is time.

I am most grateful because I know there is nothing, I did to deserve it. He had a plan for me before I entered my mother's womb and our relationship and partnership is him honoring his own word. God will get the glory for everything that happens in my life. He didn't have to give me breath to make it into this day, but he did and I will make sur I am intentional in giving him praise.