Just Do It

This year God was working on us something heavy. I will be the first to admit it was intense. It was so needed for us to be ready for the coming of 2025. One of the things I have been convicted about is what I eat. My husband got some wine and sweets bringing in the year. My mouth was watering. Thinking if I get it in before the year starts it will be ok.

When I tell you my conviction hit me so heavy once it got open, I couldn't touch anything. God isn't playing with us. For a lot of us including me, God has had grace and mercy as we took our time getting to where we know we should be. Time is up on not doing what you know better about.

Last night I was thinking of healthy snacks I could eat. Don't judge me I'm coming off a fast lol. I felt convicted in just thinking about it. I heard "this isn't about just you". This whole time I had been going back and forth on eating right and wrong thinking if I had it figured out by the time I got pregnant it would be fine. My mind on that it was for my family.

I was reminded that other people's destiny is tied to my and messing up no is getting in the way of God's plan. We can no longer look at it like we have time to fool around. It's game time now or never. Something I get caught up in is feeling like I'm losing something. There are only benefits in doing the right thing. It might not always feel like it but even the people you lose in locking in is a blessing.

We have to change our perspective on we aren't losing anything. We are doing what we are doing to reach something we have never seen. Nothing is worth losing what God has for us. I am currently on a parasite cleanse. Right after I was convicted about trying to eat processed food, and it was coconut no dairy yogurt and granola I was thinking about y'all. The taste of chocolate hit my mouth. Normally I would just eat my healthy snack and pat myself on the back for not eating the "bad snack". God ain't playing. Take it one day at a time but give every day all you go in doing what you know you should. Doors are opening, stay ready you don' have to get ready.

Welcoming 2025

The move for 2025 is just to move intentional. I brought in the year in prayer. I gave my testimony at church for the first time. I left everything that no longer serves me in 2024. No dwelling on mistakes or hurts of the past. Just walking into the version 2025 is calling for. Just wanting to be who God is calling for.

I just laid in the bed speaking life over God's will being done. Speaking life over my household, marriage, husband, children, businesses, and vision God has for me. To continue to clean out and parasite flush to get to my authentic self. I will walk in this year unafraid of judgment or criticism from those who oppose or don't understand what God is doing in my life. Just living my truth day by day.

Growing, stretching, and leading people to God. Working daily that people see the light of God in me more and more. I just want to stay at the feet of God never attempting to get ahead of the plan he has for me. He used 2024 to ready me. God I am ready to be used as the vessel you intended me to be.

I pray my mind, heart, and spirit is focused on you. That my mind is set on you, my mouth is worded by you, my hands are used to be of service for you, my feet walk into the places you intended for me to be, my arms used to express the comfort you want us to fell, and my heart overflows with the love you have shown me.

Goodbye 2024, Hello 2025

As I walk through the last day of 2024 I have been in heavy reflection. I'm just in awe of how far God has brought to this very moment. I was asked to give my testimony tonight. As I talked to God about how he wanted me to deliver my testimony for him to get the glory.

I sat quiet for a while to get revelation. I seen a video I posted recently because my Pastor had liked it on Facebook. I was talking about I hate that the thing we relate on was trauma. God gave me the revelation that everything I experienced was things cycling in my bloodline. Even down to the loss of my baby. I just began to cry.

It stops with me. I knew I was breaking generational curses, but I never thought about everything I had experienced. From being born sick, to being molested, incestual relationships, fatherless home, abandonment, neglect, lovelessness, motherless home, foster care, being with men who didn't care about me, secret relationship, fighting, pressured to have sex from fear, having frenemies, chasing love, giving myself away, not knowing if I could be a mother.

I couldn't have handled knowing any sooner than today. I just began to cry and thank God for making sure i had healed before sharing it. It completely shifted my perspective on how I was supposed to give my testimony. Holy Spirit, I welcome you in to speak to whoever is meant to be shifted by my testimony. I have heard for months that I would be called to testify before the year was out. It didn't really register personally because I had already made a video. My Pastor messaged a few days ago, and I realized thar was a message to me. God ready me to used as your vessel tonight. Amen