Born with Everything you need

Just think about that. You are born with everything you need. Your parents are just the portal to get you here. God knew everything you would need to become who he created you to be, and he put it inside of you. He knew what you would face, and he gave you the things you needed to counteract it. He knew what you would lack, and he put it inside of you to remind you, you lack nothing. He knew that you would hit a wall and put a soul inside that would remember who God is.

I was thinking on the hardest times in my life. There was a voice reminding me I deserved better and that I would feel an abundance of love. The times when I wasn't doing the right thing that I knew better, and to get it together. When it got so hard that I didn't know what to do I knew to call on the one who created me for help. I sought God when I needed comfort and love. When it got too hard to get to the desires he put in my heart. I knew I had to take my hands off of it and give it back to God. Ask God what I needed to do. I knew I couldn't do it without him.

That was the best decision I have ever made. Not to say there wasn't times I thought I could help him get me there. I was reminded quickly he doesn't need my help. He put inside me a knowing of his love, grace, mercy, faithfulness, and that he would honor what he told me. It was enough to keep me alive to see how this would play out. As our relationship is reestablished and strengthened. I have a knowing of who backs the desires of my heart. I have a confidence that my past was not a preview of my future, but a training ground to face what will come without fear. I am unshakeable in the knowing of who God is and the love he outpours, which taught me that because I come from him I carry that love to pour out.

God, I thank you for being so intentional in the forming of me. I will give you all the glory. Everything beautiful that comes from me is because of who you are.