Goodbye 2024, Hello 2025

As I walk through the last day of 2024 I have been in heavy reflection. I'm just in awe of how far God has brought to this very moment. I was asked to give my testimony tonight. As I talked to God about how he wanted me to deliver my testimony for him to get the glory.

I sat quiet for a while to get revelation. I seen a video I posted recently because my Pastor had liked it on Facebook. I was talking about I hate that the thing we relate on was trauma. God gave me the revelation that everything I experienced was things cycling in my bloodline. Even down to the loss of my baby. I just began to cry.

It stops with me. I knew I was breaking generational curses, but I never thought about everything I had experienced. From being born sick, to being molested, incestual relationships, fatherless home, abandonment, neglect, lovelessness, motherless home, foster care, being with men who didn't care about me, secret relationship, fighting, pressured to have sex from fear, having frenemies, chasing love, giving myself away, not knowing if I could be a mother.

I couldn't have handled knowing any sooner than today. I just began to cry and thank God for making sure i had healed before sharing it. It completely shifted my perspective on how I was supposed to give my testimony. Holy Spirit, I welcome you in to speak to whoever is meant to be shifted by my testimony. I have heard for months that I would be called to testify before the year was out. It didn't really register personally because I had already made a video. My Pastor messaged a few days ago, and I realized thar was a message to me. God ready me to used as your vessel tonight. Amen