Listening for new direction

So, I woke up early from hearing direction. I had so much inspiration yesterday about what to talk to God about. Oh, yes I talked to him about it all of it as I fell asleep last night. I just listened this morning and began to write what I seen and heard. I felt so full and nervous if I'm honest.

I began to read my bible after I got everything wrote down. Went a little deeper than I planned. I just laid there and thought about it all. One of the things God showed me had to start today. It wasn't going to take a lot of me but I told God I was nervous about the shift that was taking place. I had been waiting on this but was I really ready.

God had been having me rest for what was to come. I'm like am I ready to come out of rest. To do everything God has for me? I am with God I can do anything he has planned for me. I just have to continue seeking God, being obedient, and following through the day I hear things. I spoke life over everything that is coming, and silenced the doubt. I can do this. God said I can.

I know he isn't going to give me more than I can bear. He has been preparing me and I feel myself changing daily. I know should've been mediating regularly. Maybe that is for one of you as well. I finished my workout and before I got up I jus went straight in to mediation so it didn't get missed today. It felt so good to clear out the negativity and breath in all the good that is coming. To sit in quiet and gratefulness to God.