The stripping by God

These last few months I have been being stripped of who I was to become who I am supposed to be in this coming year. Not only has been mentally and emotionally draining, but I have been physically exhausted. Spiritually I have never been stronger. Just thinking about it is bringing me to tears. After the last couple of years, I thought God I gave all I had to give.

What I had actually given up was bad habits and survival I had learned to cope. These last few months were about becoming. Becoming everything, God needs me to be to get what he has been showing me for years. Who he needs me to be to reach the ones he sent me here to get. I knew I was supposed to end the year in a fast. I couldn't wrap my head around it. Yesterday at church God brought me to my knees to reverence who he has been to me.

There is something I was created for that I am walking into. It has been a stretching because I can't see how. I believe and trust God that I had to keep moving forward. I don't want the life I can create on my own. I know the one God has for me is so much greater I feel it with every part of my being. God your will not mine.

The warfare has been so heavy. I know what I am walking into is only going to make it worse. What I do know is that the enemy doesn't come after just anybody. He is coming so strong because God has his hand on my life. God's plan is greater than anything I can imagine that it will bring people to back to him. God strip me of everything not of you. Let people see you when they see me. Thank you for using me.