Today is 123

As I was preparing myself to write this, I realized today was the 23rd day of the first month. 123...it is time to go. There is an army rising up. It is time to go higher. I meditated after my work out and got emotional talking to God. I just was thanking him for cleaning me up, for pouring into me, for loving me so much that it showed me how to love myself. God kept showing up and proving who he was God of everything the trust he showed me allowed me to trust myself.

I just began to say God I love you more than anything or anyone. How can I not. God is the most consistent, most loving, best mentor and teacher, always there when I need to talk. I am just in awe of how he has looked after and protected me. I don't know that from anyone on this earth. I haven't done anything special to deserve it. He does it because he created me for something bigger than me. He wants me to know he is there and will help me through any obstacle I face. Hallelujah.

I hope y'all are ready because it is go time. No second guessing any instruction God is giving. It is a command. I had to ask for forgiveness just now for thinking it was a choice. We are doing kingdom business. These demons out here are not skipping a beat on what they are told to do. We are children of God questioning if we feel like it today. Lord forgive us, for we know not what we do. Send me I'll go. I'm ready to walk it out just as you instruct. Forgive me for taking so long to get here.