Uncomfortable being human

Why is that we begin to walk into the things we want. We unconsciously make a decision that being flawed and human is something we have to deny. I have really had to realize in this last week that I was being really hard on myself about being human. I know there are things that I have to change for things to be different for me and my children. I also have to realize that the things I have worked on I will not put us in danger or harm.

I don't want to get so structured that I become robotic. I highly doubt that can happen because I am such a girl of nature. I just don't to get to a place that I think I am living such a Christ like experience that I am no longer relatable to others everyday experience. I made a video last week that said don't get so holy you forget you are human. As Christians there seems like there is a point that you disconnect to empathy and compassion for the world. I don't feel like that is what God is calling us to do.

Last week I ate some chips. I was way harder on myself then it deserved. I am definitely called to clean eating, but I have to find a balance in being ok with being human. I know better than getting caught in the downward spiral of eating wrong because I need nourishment from food. I was literally a week ahead and was on this week schedule. Going to places and having work done to the point I was exhausted in how I pushed myself. I didn't even realize that I still had time. Literally another week. We are called to live soothing different, but don't get uncomfortable in being human.