Discipline

Discipline is not something that comes natural to your flesh. Everything about us wants to get our own way. Instant gratification is our natural instinct. You have to make a choice all throughout your day to make the disciplined choice. We are in autopilot to get what we want, we have to stop and think what do I need to do for my best version.

It is time to get disciplined mentally, emotionally, physically, and especially spiritually. Do what you need to do for your best version in every aspect of your life. It is not just for you. There are people watching and connected to you that are waiting on your best version. I am right there with you there are days where I just want to be selfish and do nothing. The desire God has put in me and the vision he has shown outweighs my instant gratification.

I want to be who I need to be in this new season. It won't happen unless I am disciplined. Me showing up in the way I need to over the way daily situations make me want to show up. Is shifting my life in ways I never knew possible. I am becoming who I need to be to attract everything I desire. Surrendering to myself and following the leading of the Holy Spirit I am becoming who I need to be to walk into the vision God has given me.

The best advice I can give you is build and strengthen your relationship with Jesus Christ. Read your bible, pray, worship, fast, and praise. Cut out junk and processed food. Drink lots of water. Eat your fruit and vegetables. Go on walks. Get off medications and learn natural remedies. Do what you need to clean out your body, so you can hear God.

It's not for you to react

Unless you are praying. The battle is not yours it's the Lords. I asked God to reveal to me my enemies that are too close for me to see. I had a dream, and it was so hurtful. It was an attack at one of my most vulnerable times. God knows me so he knows what it would take to open my eyes. I even woke up and talked to God about how it couldn't be. I knew it since a child, but I still couldn't see that coming. I knew it wasn't the enemy because I want to react from the enemy's manipulation. I knew this time I wasn't supposed to do anything but take in the information.

I will be honest I wrestled within myself about it throughout the day. I came to peace with it and said, "God cause the separation that is needed". After my workout I got in the shower and turned on a prayer and he began to speak of the Israelites being in slavery so long that people didn't recognize them as anything else. Ever generations of them had been born and died into slavery. That they didn't recognize themselves as anything else. He pulled up Matthew 15:13 "Every plant that my heavenly Father has not planted will be rooted up".

That is what I was waiting on this prayer this morning. I knew I was not meant to say anything to the person or speak death over them. God already had the answer on its way. He said if two or more. I needed to pray with another believer that anything not of God in my life be pulled up by the root. God is so good, and I am grateful for how he always makes a way. He wanted me to be still and see what he had already done. Hallelujah

Being Ready

We often tell people we are ready for everything we desire and pray for. Are you really ready. In your time of preparation God will start revealing to you what to pray for, what you need to be delivered from, and begin to reveal who you need to be. We want the end result so bad that some of us will get back in our flesh and try to make it happen. Some are even successful in getting the material things but are missing the character building that was supposed to happen if you had done it God's way.

I prayed that God reveal my enemies in my inner circle. The people so close that my heart would not allow me to identify them as someone that would hurt me. Even in most cases they already had. I had made excuses that the past or trauma was the cause of the betrayal. Even when their explanation for it did not make sense to my logic. Some were being used by the enemy unknowingly. Some knew because they had signed up for personal gain. I needed God to reveal them to me so I would not let them taint what he was walking me into.

It is bigger than me. What he is calling me to do is for generations. Last night I had a dream. God knew it would have to b extreme to make me stop questioning it. What I was shown was something I would never be able to forgive. I woke up heavy and still wanted to say it couldn't be. I just spent time with God, and it was confirmed through several things throughout my day. When you say you are ready it won't be an easy walk. It actually gets harder because you have to prepare your heart and mind for whatever God shows you, but life will be easier because God is with you. When God is with you, who can be against you.