Working out for my good

I am in a place of transition leaving the old life and even the old me behind. When I pray sometimes I say Holy Spirit I welcome you in more of you and the parts of me you like. It always makes me laugh. I know God formed me and chose to use me and there is a reason. There are parts of me that will shift the world because God is using me.

The parts of me that have been cultivated by the world. I will use for God's glory as well. He has but me on display for people to watch the things that are not of him fade away. They will watch all the things he poured into me grow because I am in partnership with God in my becoming.

I have really been sitting in the space of, if it is for nothing else but your glory. I will be honest to say there are times when I don't know up from down when God is dealing with me. The spirit gets so heavy I get convicted and congratulated. I come up sometimes so worn out all I can say is God I thank you for allowing me to feel your presence.

What I know for sure is my God is a good father. He pours a love, correction, covering, joy, and peace I have never known. He makes sure I have everything I need. He puts laughter in my life and a smile on my face using everything he put on this earth to remind me he is near. Everything that has been meant for evil God is working out for my good.

One day I will just walk into it

I was talking to God about where, when, and what steps to take. I heard "you keep asking where, are you who you need to be?" It was a hard pill to swallow. I began hearing God knows exactly what I look like on the day it happens.

He knows what I will look like. He knows what I will have healed. He knows my thoughts. He knows what I will be wearing. He knew me before my mother's womb. He knows when the sparkle will come back to my eyes. When my heart has gotten to a place to do his will with no question.

God and heaven are waiting on the day they get to celebrate another victory for the Kingdom. He will never withhold a good thing when it is in his divine timing.

There will be a day when I wake up and I will just walk right into all the promises of God. I will just get up and thank God for waking me and putting breath in my body. I will read some scriptures, brush my teeth, shower, comb my hair, and it will be here. The day I have waited my how life to get into alignment with. God I thank you for always going ahead of me.

IDK

I was listening to worship this morning. I was overcome by the Holy Spirit and I just began saying I surrender. It was different than when I had talked to God about surrendering before. I just didn't know what I needed to give up.

I began crying and telling God. Whatever it is you want. Whatever I need to give up. God you can have it. Whatever you want for me to be in alignment. Whatever you want to get to what you have shown me. Just take it.

I am in a place of transition. Not knowing where I am going or what to do next. Sometimes we have to get to this place to get out of God's way. I need to seek him for everything because I don't know what to do, where to go, who I an without him.

I started talking to God about my current circumstance. I said if it was just for your Glory. Thank you for allowing me to be of service to the work of your hands. I was overcome with celebration because in that statement I knew I was different.

I definitely want God to get the glory but I often look at what God is trying to get me to. My gain and outcome from what i had to experience. God if it is only for your glory I thank you for allowing me to be used.