Working out for my good

I am in a place of transition leaving the old life and even the old me behind. When I pray sometimes I say Holy Spirit I welcome you in more of you and the parts of me you like. It always makes me laugh. I know God formed me and chose to use me and there is a reason. There are parts of me that will shift the world because God is using me.

The parts of me that have been cultivated by the world. I will use for God's glory as well. He has but me on display for people to watch the things that are not of him fade away. They will watch all the things he poured into me grow because I am in partnership with God in my becoming.

I have really been sitting in the space of, if it is for nothing else but your glory. I will be honest to say there are times when I don't know up from down when God is dealing with me. The spirit gets so heavy I get convicted and congratulated. I come up sometimes so worn out all I can say is God I thank you for allowing me to feel your presence.

What I know for sure is my God is a good father. He pours a love, correction, covering, joy, and peace I have never known. He makes sure I have everything I need. He puts laughter in my life and a smile on my face using everything he put on this earth to remind me he is near. Everything that has been meant for evil God is working out for my good.