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I was listening to worship this morning. I was overcome by the Holy Spirit and I just began saying I surrender. It was different than when I had talked to God about surrendering before. I just didn't know what I needed to give up.

I began crying and telling God. Whatever it is you want. Whatever I need to give up. God you can have it. Whatever you want for me to be in alignment. Whatever you want to get to what you have shown me. Just take it.

I am in a place of transition. Not knowing where I am going or what to do next. Sometimes we have to get to this place to get out of God's way. I need to seek him for everything because I don't know what to do, where to go, who I an without him.

I started talking to God about my current circumstance. I said if it was just for your Glory. Thank you for allowing me to be of service to the work of your hands. I was overcome with celebration because in that statement I knew I was different.

I definitely want God to get the glory but I often look at what God is trying to get me to. My gain and outcome from what i had to experience. God if it is only for your glory I thank you for allowing me to be used.