Solomon's Wisdom

I have been finding myself praying for wisdom. Who had better wisdom than Solomon. I began praying for wisdom like Solomon. Yesterday I read 1 King 10 It spoke of Solomons wisdom, and Queen Sheba coming to see it for herself. She said she wouldn't have believed it had she not come and say t for herself. How lucky the people that work around him are to see such wisdom daily, and she gave her royal gifts.

Today I read 1 King 11 it spoke of how Solomon's weakness was woman. That he had 700 wives and 300 concubines. 1000 woman he had been seduced by. Not only had he been with woman God told Iseral not to touch but he began building shrines to their no gods. He began being enticed but what they believed and fell away from God. God didn't strip him of his throne because of his promise to David but said his son would lose it.

They never really speak about this part of Solomon's story that he fell weak to his flesh and strayed away from God. I began to pray God please show me my weakness and put me ahead of it that it does not cause division between us. Show me where I can fall short and partner with me daily to be who I was created to be. I never want the provision to cause division in my relationship with God. Strengthen my heart for you daily that I never want to be a day without you and your approval. Help me set my pride and ego aside for you. In the name of Jesus Amen.

I know that I am sent to bring people to Christ. Not religiously but through my experience and sharing the word of God. Let my glory for you God lead every encounter. Give me wisdom and discernment in how to reach your people, just how you know I can reach their hearts. Let me lead be a leader in service, love, and giving you the glory. Let me never lose my heart for you or put an idol before you.

God is giving us a second chance

I had a dream that God had gathered us all up and showed us what he seen. Should us what we were doing wrong. Not the person we portray, not the representative we present but how we truly move in the world. He was only showing us for us to get it right. What God is walking us into we have to have a clean heart, mind , and spirit. We have to take this opportunity God is giving to get right.

I just thought God I won't squander the opportunity. The life you are walking me into I am so grateful for your hand on my life. The way you have turned my life around I never seen myself here. I spoke of it, but I couldn't imagine myself here. I am in awe of God daily. I will follow every instruction, wake up with you on my mind, go to sleep with you being the last one I speak with. I trust you with my life because I know anything you do is greater than I can imagine.

I no longer know you through others description but I know you for myself. I have heard you, Seen you change things around, know what your hand on my life feels like. I know your voice. Hallelujah. I have my own relationship with you that some will never understand but I pray they know it for themselves one day. I love you with my whole heart. I know you will do because you should me and I already see you at work daily.

God before I could hear you daily you kept me in nature. You let the things you created give me comfort. Nature, fresh air, and the water eased all the pain I felt and could give me peace in whatever I was going through. One day I heard you out there. It was so subtle but I heard you in the wind. I realized it was you I was seeking. I never looked back, and realized in my lowest points you were always there. God I thank you for giving us the opportunity to see where we are going wrong and fix it so we can be closer to you.

Blessing in being of service

I was on my walk this morning and a woman pulled over and asked "sis you ok?" I smiled and told her I was just getting my steps in and thank you for checking on me. We laughed and I told her to have a great day. As I walked and thought about it. It was 8 something in the morning the road I turn down to come back runs out of sidewalk halfway down. All she seen was a woman walking in the street early and she checked on me.

I was grateful even though nothing was wrong because if there was, she would have been the difference in my day. I thought about would I have stopped. This week has really been pushing me being of service. God reminded me that is who I have always been. Every job I ever had was of service. I get joy with helping and working in service of people. I am a helper. It will always be a part of who I am.

God showed me it takes someone being of service to be a true leader. When all else fails can you step in and serve people with a humble heart. Not only provide financially, but feed people and clean them up. A true leader understands God has blessed them to be in that position, but they are no better than anyone else.

Look at your life and see what your mindset is when you have to serve. Are you humble and happy to help or are you bothered and frustrated? Look at being of service as a blessing not only to who you are serving but to you as well.