Peace of God

When you strengthen your relationship with God. You will come under attack because the enemy does not want you to walk into the promises of God. The closer and more intimate your relationship becomes, the greater the warfare that will hit. The more you align the closer you get to receive your inheritance. The devil and his legions will attack your mind to get you to forfeit what was intended for you.

I didn't say any of this to scare you. I just want to be honest with you that doing the God thing isn't easy, but it is worth eternity. Once you decide, be obedient, and continue to seek God, he will give you a peace that surpasses all understanding. I can speak from personal experience when you surrender it to God all hell can break out and God will give you a peace in the middle of chaos.

Warfare has attacked my marriage, my children, my relationships, my home, and even tried to use me to cause chaos. What the devil didn't account for is that the warfare would make me look to where my strength comes from. I began to seek God like never before. I knew I couldn't do it on my own. I rested in God to handle it or give me direction on the next step.

Seeking God allows you to know you will get the greatest result. No matter what is going on God will pour love, strength, courage, boldness, comfort, joy, and peace. You will walk in confidence that God is with you. You will have the peace in knowing you are walking in the plan of God. The devil has nothing on the creator of it all.

Confidence from God

From my background and feeling out of place I became a people pleaser. Not in the way that is usually displayed. I have always been able to speak my mind and enjoyed my own company. I was a people pleaser in a way that I would shrink and not be my full self when I felt like it made people uncomfortable. When I saw that my full self, made others feel like they had to compete for attention. I wasn't competing. I was just being me but the shady comments and acts for attention I seen. I would take the que and get quit.

God has been working on me with that. I should never shrink down they should work on whatever is making them feel less, because it wasn't me. I am a Biz Markie type hype man to people I know and strangers. It was just my presence that was offending them, and I can't make that my problem. I have to show up authentically me. There is a genuineness that comes with the purest form of me that I am supposed to give to the world.

God is showing me I am no one's pushover. I am there for a purpose and I have to show up fully. I can no longer shrink to make people feel more confident. I have to show up fully so the people vibrating on that frequency see me and attract to me. That I draw a strong confident circle around me. The people that my energy makes feel uncomfortable should listen to that. Something about me triggers them and they should move around. I am a powerhouse but with as much strength comes just as much compassion, nurture, and love. I will no longer use my time to convince people of that. You either see me or you see what you want, and I have to be ok with it either way. It is a dangerous thing to want someone to be comfortable around you that has ill intentions. Lesson learned.

Lord send a revival

Lord send a revival, Lord send a revival, Lord we need a revival and let it begin in me. Is the song in my spirit this morning. Lord let it begin in me. God's spirit is so heavy in my life right now. I am so grateful for God's hand on my life. I laid in bed and thanked God last night.

My husband began to talk to God for himself, then over our communication, marriage, and family. I thanked God and then told him how much it meant to me to hear him talking to God. Itt really warmed the deepest part of my heart. There is nothing like a praying man. Knowing to seek God for help and the answer. Whew child.

God has been pouring into my home something serious, and I know we are walking into the life God has for us. He is changing us to be not only the people who will be open to receive it but sustain it. If I'm honest there were times when I would wonder. God why did you show it to me if it wasn't coming anytime soon? I wasn't waiting on God. God was waiting on us. I had to become who I needed to be. My husband had to become who he needed to be. He was also waiting on to come into our oneness. We have to be united on one accord moving towards the same thing. God I thank you, you didn't give it to us when we would have fumbled the blessing.