I will be the evidence

I heard an Apostle say the world has enough preachers. God is looking for someone to be used as evidence of who he is. He said you will be a testament in your family of who God is. That God will use you as a showroom of his power here on earth. Everything heaven is proud of will be show cased through you.

I just began to worship. The vision of heaven adopting me and showing the earth I belong to God. Just puts me in awe. I have been speaking for the last few years that it would be nothing I could do in my own strength. That what God does in my life will be to show the world of who he is. God will get the glory for it all because there will be nothing else to explain it but the power of God.

God, I surrender my mind, body, and spirit over to use me as evidence of who you are. Let me be the testament in my family that you are real. God, I believe, but help my unbelief so that you can use me as you originally intended. You have shown yourself to me. I am living proof of what your hands can do to change us. If I'm honest I need to see a miracle. I want to witness it with my own eyes. I will spread the good news like I have about what your love has done for my life. Pour me out like a drink offering into this world. Use me as evidence.

What that faith do?

As a whole most of us look to God when we are in trouble, or we need something. We seek him like never before because we know the problem is beyond what we can do on our own. We are unrelenting until something changes. When the problem is gone, or we get what we want some will show gratefulness but for most the communication just stops.

We are in a time when we need to be in constant communication with God. Not just to solve our problems, but to dwell with God for next steps. To seek God for instruction. He literally has the blueprint of our life. Do you believe that? That God is the creator of all things including you? Why are you moving and trying to figure things out in your own understanding. We have lost trades to be able to use our hands to fix things for the most part. You don't trust yourself that you can figure it out, you call a professional.

Why do you trust a plumber more with your pipes? Then you do God with your life? We have to start believing in God again. Not just for the problems but for the bigger picture. I know the only reason I have vision and desire is because God gave it to me. I have to seek him daily in what it takes to get there. How do I know this? Everyone around me thinks the things I talk about are crazy and farfetched. Where did this belief that I can make it happen come from. It came from the one that knew me before I was in my mother's womb. It came from my creator. I could never do these things on my own but with God anything is possible.

So stop leaning on your own strength to get things done and reach your goals. What that faith do? Seek God on your next steps. Partner with God in all you do. You have been doing it to get praise or flex. All the glory belongs to God, and he is going to get it with or without you. Just fall in line and take your place. He lets you reap the harvest. The glory belongs to him though.

Remembrance

My mind had been going on a prayer about stewardship. God gave it to me over a year ago but there was a part I was missing. I had been thinking about it for the last few days and knew I had to look back in my journal for the answer. I had told myself I would look but I hadn't. Today I grabbed one of my journals and it was the exact one I needed.

It was in February of last year. My heart about burst reading the things I was praying and getting revelation about last year. I kept reading as pages were opening up. I read over a part of me praying God don't let your provision cause division between you and me. I knew I was coming up on it. There it was, let me be the standard of stewardship. The STANDARD was the part I was missing. It made me emotional to think of God using me to be the standard of anything in his kingdom.

He knew what he put in me before he put me in my mother's womb that I would be the standard of stewardship of things he provided for his kingdom here on earth. Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah. Little ole me. I have been intentional about telling God I love him more. I don't think he hears it enough. I didn't really think about it much before. Like, what is my I love you to God? I realize what I feel when I say it. It means more than I ever imagined. Imagine if your kids never said I love you to you. It would be a pain your heart couldn't bear. Take time to tell God you love him. He has always had you in mind.