Remembrance

My mind had been going on a prayer about stewardship. God gave it to me over a year ago but there was a part I was missing. I had been thinking about it for the last few days and knew I had to look back in my journal for the answer. I had told myself I would look but I hadn't. Today I grabbed one of my journals and it was the exact one I needed.

It was in February of last year. My heart about burst reading the things I was praying and getting revelation about last year. I kept reading as pages were opening up. I read over a part of me praying God don't let your provision cause division between you and me. I knew I was coming up on it. There it was, let me be the standard of stewardship. The STANDARD was the part I was missing. It made me emotional to think of God using me to be the standard of anything in his kingdom.

He knew what he put in me before he put me in my mother's womb that I would be the standard of stewardship of things he provided for his kingdom here on earth. Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah. Little ole me. I have been intentional about telling God I love him more. I don't think he hears it enough. I didn't really think about it much before. Like, what is my I love you to God? I realize what I feel when I say it. It means more than I ever imagined. Imagine if your kids never said I love you to you. It would be a pain your heart couldn't bear. Take time to tell God you love him. He has always had you in mind.