Food for healing

God has given us everything we need to heal anything going wrong. If we eat fruit and vegetables and drink water, you will already be ahead of the game. We need to take herbs daily because the lack of nutrients. All these things will keep the mucus from building up and causing inflammation in your body.

Mucus and inflammation are the leading cause for a lot of ailments and dieses. I just read yesterday that in the black community a lot of the unexplainable sickness we face is from trauma and stress held in our body. That the mind and body need to heal together. I thought about over the years I would randomly have issues that come up in my body from intestinal, nerve, and passing out. It was all unexplainable. Could it have been that it was all traumas?

I know that with each situation as soon as I stopped stressing about it, I was better. The symptoms gone and I was always eating better. When you eat foods that nourish your body you are able to think more positively, you have more energy, and your body is able to do what it is naturally made to do flush out all the toxins.

We should be healing from nature not medication. Medicine fixes the symptoms. Healthy food and herbs cure the body of what it is battling creating balance in your body. Farmacy is where you should be seeking healing not the hospital. They were created for emergency and research. Try what God has to offer first.

Going to my first support group

Yesterday felt like everything was aligned that I finally go to the support group for black women that had loss children. I have gotten to the point that although I am sad for my loss it doesn't consume my days like it used to. I was ready to talk to women that could relate to my pain.

I guess I was one of two new faces, so the other women sat and waited for us to share because they had been there before. I started it out with letting them know what happen and telling them I didn't want to be afraid about being pregnant again. I wanted someone to say it gets easier. That isn't what happened. One of the women was 8 months pregnant and she said she was still afraid. That she was still mourning her previous loss and was worried what it would look like when she delivered the one, she was carrying.

There were 24 women present some pregnant, some just like me experiencing a recent loss, and some still mourning children they had loss over a year ago or more. All across the board from miscarriages to ectopic pregnancies, to still born (born sleeping is the term they used), to losing babies after they were born. The pain was so heavy, but it was the first time I could express my pain and everyone in the room understood me.

The statistics were so heavy. One woman said these groups make it too real. I felt her completely. It is one thing to read you are not alone but to her the statistics with people sitting in as reflections of the numbers was unimaginable. I wanted to go and feel better and to hear they kept losing d the complete opposite. I can't walk in fear God got me. I want to try, feel the joy of pregnancy, birth my child, look into their eyes, and raise them.

Why your prayers don't get answered

I got some insight that I cannot keep to myself. I watched a video yesterday that said the spirit realm is between us and God. If you know anything about the spirit realm angels and demons are in constant battle for us. The demons are waiting to grab a hold of your prayers.

God can't not keep his word. The devil being the number one accuser takes it to God and says he has a right to be there. That you opened the door for him to come in with the things you are doing or the lifestyle you are living. God allows it because your behavior left the door open for the devil to get in.

This is why we must repent. We have to close the door to sin, so the devil no longer has access. After we close the door when we pray even if the demons grab them, they have nothing to take to God. Don't blame God for ignoring you, when your actions are what is keeping your prayers from being answered.