Hallelujah in my heart

Only God could do what he has done in my life. When I didn't have the strength God carried me through it because he deserves the glory. He knew me before I was in my mother's womb and knew that I would give him glory for what he carried me through.

For the last couple days, I have had hallelujah in my heart. I had been going through warfare the type I had suspected when I focused on God. Losing friends, confusion being stirred up, and people looking at me strange for who I began showing up as. Th people that knew me not accepting or believing I had changed.

When warfare showed up in a way, I never expected God stepped in. Covered me as I cried, understood me through my anger, comforted me in my pain, and reminded me who he was. The worst thing I can experience here on earth is nothing for God to restore. I serve a God who can't fail. God gave me time to grieve but told me he had already written my story with a different ending.

I was brought to a place of darkness, that I couldn't see the light. As I was starring directly at my pain, God lifted me up to see a blanket had been thrown over my head. That I was still surrounded by light, his hand was still on me, and his promises were still coming. All I can do is continue to say Hallelujah for the love God has for me.

But God

Anointing fall on me. Anointing fall on me, let the power of the holy ghost fall on me. Anointing fall on me. Was the song on replay in my head this morning. I am a living, walking, talking display of but God. I don't know what I would do without him. God is absolutely everything I want and need.

When I think back about it, God was always my safe haven. These last couple years I got to know God personally not just off other people's word. I want to talk to God first about everything. God can get me out of my own way. The beginning and the end, is not just something I read about God. I know everything I do should start and end with God or something won't be quite right about it.

I talk to God about it all the good, bad and indifferent. He celebrates with me; he comforts me and lets me know the things I need to work on. I am a new person because of who God has been in my life. Changed but I will never be perfect. I will learn until my last breath on this earth, but God.

Giving your everyday life to God

The last few days I have been in Romans. Today I was in Romans 12, it says give your everyday life to God. Give God your sleeping, eating, going to work, and walking around life and place it before God as an offering. Embracing what God does for you is the best thing you can do for him.

Looking to God in everything you do, because knows the plan. If you cannot trust the one who created, you to seek answers on everyday life. Who are you seeking for answers? I know for myself that seeking God in your ordinary life changes everything. I woke up grateful, sought God for what to do daily. I began to trust what God does for me is best for me.

I just came out of a situation that I thought would break me, but sadness was blurring my vision. I called out to God for help. I knew I couldn't do it on my own, because God had changed my daily routine. God had changed me that I was seeking him in everything, when grief hit my door, I had no choice but to talk to him.

We give the devil too much power. He thought he would take my mind in my grief, but God was a year ahead of him. That when the pain showed up that the devil thought would make me vulnerable enough that I would turn away from God. God had strengthened our relationship so much that even in grief, anger, and confusion. That God was the only one I knew to turn to. God was still the first one I wanted to talk to.

Turn your everyday life over to God and see how amazing our creator truly is.