Hallelujah in my heart

Only God could do what he has done in my life. When I didn't have the strength God carried me through it because he deserves the glory. He knew me before I was in my mother's womb and knew that I would give him glory for what he carried me through.

For the last couple days, I have had hallelujah in my heart. I had been going through warfare the type I had suspected when I focused on God. Losing friends, confusion being stirred up, and people looking at me strange for who I began showing up as. Th people that knew me not accepting or believing I had changed.

When warfare showed up in a way, I never expected God stepped in. Covered me as I cried, understood me through my anger, comforted me in my pain, and reminded me who he was. The worst thing I can experience here on earth is nothing for God to restore. I serve a God who can't fail. God gave me time to grieve but told me he had already written my story with a different ending.

I was brought to a place of darkness, that I couldn't see the light. As I was starring directly at my pain, God lifted me up to see a blanket had been thrown over my head. That I was still surrounded by light, his hand was still on me, and his promises were still coming. All I can do is continue to say Hallelujah for the love God has for me.