Grateful for Revelation

These last few years have shown me a lot. To be honest the things I was shown I didn't see coming. It was heart breaking and I would not have believed it, if someone told me what was coming. I lost a lot of things I thought I wanted but gained everything I needed.

I was offered land in the south. I was even offered what I thought was the business opportunity of a lifetime to go into business with my best friend. It didn't align with what God had been showing me. I didn't have the answer on how I was going to get there, but I knew I couldn't fail with God's direction. It caused me all the close relationships I had in my life at the time. As I began to pray, and my discernment began to strengthen. I could not unsee, what I had seen.

We had all trauma bonded. I wanted something different for myself and my family. Not people who didn't show up in the same way. Not people who felt comfortable talking about me. Not people who weren't ready to deal with their own stuff. I needed people around me that God, healing, and leading in love was the top priority. I realized it had to start with me building up my relationship with God. Then getting on a firm foundation with my husband. Literally, nothing else mattered.

That alone got rid of all the extra nonsense. I won't say I didn't cry, ask God questions, and get heartbroken over things I seen here and in the spiritual realm. I know for sure I am so grateful to God it all happened before my blessings came. I would have mishandled everything if I was in the same mindset I was a few years ago because my priorities weren't in order. God, I thank you for showing me what I wasn't yet ready to see on my own. I have a peace I never had before.

Worship shifting the atmosphere

Our worship and our praise is shifting the atmosphere

Till the heavens are open

This praise is shifting

Shifting the atmosphere

For breakthrough in healing

Our worship is shifting the atmosphere

It's moving and it's breaking

This worship is shifting the atmosphere

Every yoke is destroyed

Every chain is broken

This worship is shifting the atmosphere

It's moving it's breaking

This song has been on repeat in my head for the last couple of days. I mean constantly playing in my head. I have been waking up throughout the night just saying Hallelujah, and taking time to talk to God about everything he has done and my gratefulness.

The way God has put his hand on my life I don't have a choice but to praise and worship him daily. I know I couldn't do any of it without him. The life I look at today is completely the grace of God. I feel another shift happening.

This shift I feel is going to be so drastic that it will make believers out of nonbelievers. The way God is about to move on our lives it will stop people who don't believe in their tracks. They will know it is no one but God. Our worship is shifting the atmosphere.

Protection if a Husband

Yesterday your girl was down bad. I needed my Husband I was at church, and I started feeling sick. A few people offered to take me, but I needed my Husband. I called him and he said he was on his way. I was dripping sweat I don't know if I have ever sweated like that in my life.

He needed to get gas I didn't even care I was just glad I was with my covering. I laid the seat back and just tried to collect myself. We got home and he went to get the door open and came back for me. I barely made it in before I just collapsed on the end of the couch. He helped me get on the couch better. Asked me did I want him to get me anything. I had some grapes in the fridge and asked him to grab me some water.

I went upstairs to the bathroom. As I was sitting in the bathroom, I heard him singing "change me oh God to be more like you, change me oh God wash me through and through. Create in me a clean heart, so that I may worship, worship you" I guess I was in there to long he came in and I had fell asleep leaning on the sink. He came in and picked up my head and told me I had passed out. I told him I just felt exhausted I was just resting. He told me no my eyes were open. He wanted to take me to the hospital, but I don't play that. I told him I was fine I just needed to get in the bed. Y'all he was checking over me all night I go to the bathroom he was calling me to see that I was responsive.

I told him I was ok. He told me he was going to check on me in the morning and stay home if I wasn't feeling better. When he woke up, he did just that I told him I was fine to go head to work and I would call in check in. He has no idea how much that meant to me that he watched over me as I wasn't feeling my best. When I started feeling bad, he was the only one I wanted there. So, I guess I knew who was the man for the job, my Husband.