Grateful for Revelation

These last few years have shown me a lot. To be honest the things I was shown I didn't see coming. It was heart breaking and I would not have believed it, if someone told me what was coming. I lost a lot of things I thought I wanted but gained everything I needed.

I was offered land in the south. I was even offered what I thought was the business opportunity of a lifetime to go into business with my best friend. It didn't align with what God had been showing me. I didn't have the answer on how I was going to get there, but I knew I couldn't fail with God's direction. It caused me all the close relationships I had in my life at the time. As I began to pray, and my discernment began to strengthen. I could not unsee, what I had seen.

We had all trauma bonded. I wanted something different for myself and my family. Not people who didn't show up in the same way. Not people who felt comfortable talking about me. Not people who weren't ready to deal with their own stuff. I needed people around me that God, healing, and leading in love was the top priority. I realized it had to start with me building up my relationship with God. Then getting on a firm foundation with my husband. Literally, nothing else mattered.

That alone got rid of all the extra nonsense. I won't say I didn't cry, ask God questions, and get heartbroken over things I seen here and in the spiritual realm. I know for sure I am so grateful to God it all happened before my blessings came. I would have mishandled everything if I was in the same mindset I was a few years ago because my priorities weren't in order. God, I thank you for showing me what I wasn't yet ready to see on my own. I have a peace I never had before.