Dreaming

I have heard when you are dreaming that you are in the spiritual realm. Your body needs rest, but your spirit doesn't. I was going through so much mentally for years that I had stopped dreaming. People would talk to me about dreams, and I would tell them my sleep is black. I never realized for years I rarely went to sleep out of exhaustion. I was going to sleep high most nights and was blacking out literally.

These last couple years my dreams have been so vivid. This last month they have been so clear that I thought I was pregnant again. I had never dreamed like this before. I am now realizing God is just opening back up a gift I thought I had lost. I haven't really understood the meaning of most of them, but I have been writing them down.

I know that I am healing and getting better because things I had been blocked and disconnected from for years that I remember as a child are coming back. God wants us to have an imagination. That is why we start out with one. The word does everything it can to take it away or give it to you through games and movies. God gave us one uniquely created for us. I see stories visually, I see in colors and lights sometimes, I feel things before they ever show up.

My dreams are matching up with that now. In some of my dreams I feel I am intruding because it is so real and when people begin to talk to me. I think, how do you know me? I just go along because I am inquisitive and want to know what is going on. I thank God for my dreams returning. It allows me to know our relationship with him is just getting stronger.