God deserves your praise

The last couple of days have been really rough for me. In the worse of it I knew I had to turn on worship music and get close to God. The worst thing you can do during trials is let your thoughts and people's opinion get the best of your mind. Get into a place of worship and praise.

That was exactly what I did. As tears were streaming down, I knew I needed to get outside and feel God on me. I needed to feel the sun on me, fresh air and put my feet in the grass. Just get quiet to hear God. If I couldn't make it outside, I would turn worship on to get into his presence. I would just cry and praise him. I kept saying God you have the final say. I meant it from my heart, even though my heart was breaking.

The complete opposite of I wanted to happen, happened. All I could do was thank God for my life. Even with the heartbreak. I am still in a place where I never thought I could be God has blessed me so much that even through my tears all I could do is say thank you for everything. Even the development that will come through this process.

God, I will praise you every day because you deserve nothing less. You breathed breath in my body, gave me a sound mind, have and will be here for me through it all. God, I thank you and I love you.