God don't play about me

God really don't play about me. Even when I wasn't doing the things I needed to like trusting him full heartedly, building my relationship with God, and living how I knew I should. God did not play about me. I always felt the shade. I was never naive because God would hip me to game. I always felt trouble coming and knew how to get up and through lol.

Now that my relationship with God is growing daily. I really be going through stuff like little do you know playing with me is bad for you my guy. I don't be saying it aloud just thinking it in my head but maybe I should because maybe they don't know. Like everyday encounters. A few weeks ago I went to get a tire plugged. My husband told me what it should cost, but I didn't ask the man before he started working what the price was. He up-charged me. Old Tasha would have definitely argued with him. Natasha looked at him gave him the money and knew he would get what he had coming.

It is real stress free this new era. Even if I speak my piece. I am not sitting and dwelling on anything. This is not a moment for me. God got it covered. I just hope you know who you are playing over. Yesterday something happened that hurt my feelings. Instead of getting mad I just thought this has to do with them. I will not think less of myself or the things I know I should have. This is a loss for them. God don't play about me.