God is the one and only

These last few days I have been feeling God moving. I have seen it in the spiritual realm. God will get the glory for it all. God woke me up to the situation I was sitting in. God cleaned me up and got me sober. God got me down the aisle. God got me focused and turned me into a writer. God had me launch a website. God made me a doula, and now has me working on things for generations that may never meet me.

God is so amazing I sit in awe of him daily. I never will know a love like the one he shows me. I will never know the forgiveness and mercy that he shows me from man. I will never be comforted like the way he wraps his arms around me. I will never receive the peace he showers me with when I come to him worried from no one but him. Oh, and the grace he gives me that carries me through any instruction he has given me.

God is constantly making me a better person, wife, mother, daughter, and sibling. Making me a better kingdom ambassador for the world to see who he is. Even last night I got some heavy news. I sat with it for a second because I am empathetic, and my husband is very unemotional. So, when I finally went to him. He just started responding like I knew he would. I just excused myself. He came downstairs. God gave it to me that I understand it is hard for you to process emotions for yourself. I'm not asking you to feel it with me or fix it. I just need to feel safe in me feeling what I feel. He just wrapped his arms around me tight and told me he loved me. Gave me a few kisses and that was exactly what I needed.

We want to see miracles from God. I knew in that moment that was nothing but God. For me to be able to express my need without frustration because my emotions were high, and him just be there in a way he isn't used to. My God is awesome.