Importance of Partnership

With everything that has been going on I was so glad to have my husband. I told him it couldn't have been with anyone else. From his help with getting in and out the bed to just being here to hug and kiss me when the sadness hit. I have needed him.

I have been getting back into our normal with me cooking and cleaning again. I know he has missed me taking care of him. He is a bit spoiled, but I do enjoy taking care of him. I has been hard not to be who I am used to being for him, but he has been rolling with whatever comes. It is our first time going through something like this, so I won't say it hasn't been hard at times for both of us.

Right as I am coming back into myself, he is down from a tooth ache. He will get pampered today because he deserves it. He has also been going through everything I have and because it was physical for me, he has had to take care of me. I have tried to keep it in our conversation that I am also sorry for his loss. He is more logical than emotional. He definitely has had his moments, but he wants to shake it off and focus on what is next.

Even him choosing to be home with me to make sure I was ok meant a lot because he could have distracted himself with work. We needed each other and I am glad we had this time together. I thank God for bringing us together. I didn't know we would face this, but I am glad we had each other in this time and that God has never left us.