It happens Spiritually first

I have been feeling a shift for a while now. Honestly it has been for about 8 months. Although things have been changing in my life it hasn't been what I know is coming. I will tell you it has been discouraging at times. Only because I have been impatient. Questioning God why are you showing me and it not happening.

I was seeing it because God was at work. Making a way for his plan. That is where I seen it, in the spirit realm. God was showing me his plan for me to prepare. I got in my word daily. I talked to God throughout the day. I began strengthen my relationship with God. He began to make a way.

I wanted it all to happen in the blink of an eye. Things did. I wanted it all. I was not ready. God wanted me to have it and be able to pass it for generations. I might have been able to maintain it for myself. I wasn't ready to be selfless to look past myself, and prepare for the next five generations. God is preparing me that my eyes are set on the longevity of my lineage.

Not only mine but for his people that come and seek refuge. He had to make sure I was ready to be completely obedient. Not because of what I gain but because of my heart for him. God knew who he created me to be. That I would get on track, that my eyes and ears would open, and my heart would change. God showed me everything he knew would happen. It had to happen spiritually first.