It may be just for you

I watched a video with a woman talking about being a trained dancer. She said one day she felt convicted that she couldn't do it anymore. I could see how much pain it caused her. Dance was clearly something she truly loved. She was talking about her speaking to God about it because other people that were christians were still dancing. In her talk with God she realized she had made it an idol. As she talked about her struggle with the changes she faced with giving it up. She knew it was her thing she had to give up. No matter what others were still able to do.

I have been also given a direction that no one around me has to follow. It has been a battle if I'm honest. Even though I know it is the best for me. I prayed to God last night that he help me stay focused on doing only the things that will nourish me, and not satisfy my flesh. I know it is not only for me. I have to focus on doing what I need to d for me, so that I teach it without second thought and be living proof. I was raised on junk food and meat. I can no longer use that as an excuse. When you know better you have to do better.

I know better and no one around me may have that same conviction. It does not change what I have to do. There is a reason I have to do it. My path is different. Once you have seen something you can't unsee it. God has different paths for us all leading to the same place. I have to do what I need to do to leave my footprints for the ones that are meant to follow my steps. I want to meet the version God knows this instruction is going to cause me to become. I want to be obedient because I know Yahweh's plan is greater than anything I can imagine.

Honor your convictions. I know it is easier to keep doing the same thing because it is comfortable. Every time you think about going back to the comfortable. Think about the ones waiting to be a witness to something they have never seen. That is why you are on the narrow path. To show all the ones following the masses that Yeshua gave his life for us to be able to live in the light.