Living my life like it's GOLDEN

I know Jill all about in your heads right now. Mine too, as I rock and type lol. God has shifted the place I am in mentally, emotionally ,and most importantly spiritually. God got me unbothered. How can I not be? When I know who I am and whose I am. This new relationship with God got me walking around like it was just announced I am royalty.

God changed my name, changed my image, and renewed my mind, body, and spirit. Things I was really trying to figure out how can I balance this life style with what God is saying I am walking into. God cleared it all out the way. No more double mindedness. No more of me doing what I want to do getting in the way of what I need to do. God said you ask and you shall receive. I knew I wasn't at the point to ask for the things I seen. I asked for help with the things I was battling with.

I never had the thought that I was better than anybody. I never thought less of people that were battling with things I overcame, because I didn't do it on my own. I do be cracking sometimes. Lord is still working it out. I don't judge people though. I think it was one decision that changed your life and mine. I thank God I made the one I can live with. I have made a lot of mistakes and I thank God they didn't permanently alter my path. That was also God looking down like look at this nut. Somebody get her out of there.

I wanted to belong where I didn't fit in for years. I wanted to be excepted, because I never felt like I was where I was supposed to be. In a room full of people alone. It wasn't until I talked to God that I figured out I wasn't suppose to. He made me that I would be in isolation a lot because I had a path I had to walk alone. No one was supposed to understand me. It wasn't meant for them to. I am God's Heir I don't need no cosign. I was already told from God.