Our Anniversary

I am in Awe of GOD that we have made it to our first year married so quickly. Two years ago I still didn't see marriage clearly but God carried me to the altar and has walked me through this first year. I have been so blessed. I wondered last year who I would be to the world. In one year God has made me a Wife, bonus mom, author, blogger, and pumping out video content like I never thought I could.

God is absolutely amazing. The grace and mercy I have been shown I can't explain it. God gets all the glory. We still have our struggles but I told God when we married I am going to keep you in everything I do. I meant everything I have even prayed on how to make love to my husband. How to eat, workout, and care for myself and family. God has been showing up and showing out.

This year our Anniversary falls on Father's Day so I am honored to celebrate my husband in two ways on the day we joined together. I took us yesterday to get some massages before we picked up the girls for the weekend. It was amazing ya girl definitely needed that. I have some good stuff planned for him though. He likes to get his own gifts, so I hope he enjoys what i picked out lol.

There was a time I didn't know if I could be a wife. Had everything of my past tainted me too much to see what Marriage was truly supposed to be. I didn't tell myself yes. I talked to God and asked him about it. God told me give it all over and he would help me work it out. I had held on to some of it so long when I thought I gave it all over. I was still holding somethings unconsciously.

God didn't judge me he just pointed them out so I could be lighter. As I did I seen those things weren't who I was but experiences i not only lived through but overcame. God started speaking to me about who he made me to be, and I was crazy enough to believe him. I now have been married for a year, growing in more love with my husband everyday, and just watched our oldest graduate Valedictorian. In a few months we will watch her go to college. I'm going to cry on the way, there, and back lol. I am so proud of us all.