Talking to God

I know church and these religious spirits will have you feeling like everybody can't access God. Let me tell you if you call out to him he hears you. No I will give you the honest truth if you talking to him on trash he may not always return your call lol. God always hears you. It doesn't have to be structured in a way or use certain words to get his attention. He created you and knows your sincerity.

This last couple of years I have had more conversations with God than I probably have had in my lifetime. I grew up in church and was raised on the Lord's prayer. Not saying anything is wrong with it, but somedays. Well a lot of days I didn't have all of that. I could barely get out what was wrong through my tears. It is like calling your friend and having to do a royal 10 minute greeting before you could talk. Not saying God doesn't deserve all of that. I just didn't have it.

So I just wouldn't say anything sometimes. I would even begin to talk plain sometimes and would stop myself to say the lords prayer just to make sure it got through. God created you. He knows you in and out and he knows that you aren't coming with disrespect. He knows your heart and feels your anguish. He knows that you know he is the only one to fix it.

Speak to him. A good relationship is what God wants. That is why we chase and fight so hard for one with the people around us, because it is the most important thing to the one who formed us. If you think you can't that is probably when you need to be talking to him the most. It will change you will get more comfortable. Even though I do advise special time set aside. I talk to God all day long in little snippets.

When something goes wrong. I ask God what is going on. Somedays I just laugh with him about it, because why are we like this? God had something so much greater in mind but he gave us free will. We decided that retribution was greater than love. Today just take time to talk to God. Even if it is just a hello. God misses you like you are his favorite person.