Trusting God

I have been in a space this last year that I had to get in the passenger seat and Trust God. I didn't know how the things he was showing me was going to happen. I knew I wanted to live them out and I couldn't do it on my own. I asked for help and watched God move.

I haven't heard people speak about the trust you have to create with each new level. I trusted God to help me not look to drugs or alcohol. I trusted God to show me who I needed to separate from. I trusted God to get me down the aisle. I even trusted God to come off my job. I said I trusted God for everything.

When I got past the things I had seen God do in other peoples life. My trust began to waiver. It was weird I kept praising him for what I said I knew he could do, but I kept thinking in the back of my mind how? Are you sure you were showing the right person this? I began to question even walking into my blessing, if it could be real?

God showed me Luke 9: 40-56 this morning. It was about the woman dealing with the bleeding issue for 12 years. I never really paid attention until today that Jesus was on his way to heal a 12 year old dying girl, when she touched him. It stopped Jesus in his tracks he said who touched me. Peter told him we are in a crowd of people a lot of people are touching you. Someones touch he felt power shift from him. The woman revealed herself and explained. Jesus told her she took a risk with trusting him. She was now healed and whole.

People came to the father of the little girl and said she had died. Jesus overheard.He told the father to trust him and it would be all right. They got to the little girl. Jesus only allowed the parents and Peter, James and John in with him. He said she was sleeping. Jesus grabbed her hand and said My gear child, get up. She got up instantly.

I thought about the number 12. The little girl had lived as long as the woman had the issue. I looked up what 12 meant in the bible. It said 12 meant perfect government - God's government, divine order. It gave me a peace. I have to to trust God that it will all happen in divine order.